I'm in good company. Samuel heard his name and it took 3 times to say, "I'm listening, Lord". Baalam had to hear it from the donkey's mouth. Moses had to have a burning bush (no big deal it burned, but it was not consumed nor did the fire spread to other brush). Even then, Moses argued rather than obeyed.
Until a recent Bible study "Discerning the Voice of God" by Priscilla Shirer I would have said I had heard God directing me but rarely. Page after page of her book and her videos brought to mind how often God had spoken and . . . well, I mistook His Voice for my very good ideas. Yeah . . . like serving a wonderful turkey dinner and telling people I created the turkey that was killed, frozen, stuffed and roasted.
The fact that this study was timed precisely during this year's Community Bible Study (CBS) on Job was no coincidence. I am listening, Lord. During the last chapters when God lays out just Who He is and Job gets an idea of just who he is I also got a pretty clear picture of just who I am. This has been startling, it is exciting, and God is doing a new thing in me at the ripe old age of 72 and 5/6 years of age!
Well, why not? Moses was 80 before he took on Pharaoh, and then he lived beyond that to make it through all 40 years of desert circling. Abraham was 100 and Sarah was 90 when they became parents for the very first time and lived to raise their son to adulthood (she laughed, don't know that I would). Jacob lived a long and tumultuous life, raised 12 strapping boys, and saw his 11th and favorite son restored to him and could bless his grandsons.
I'm hoping that obeying comes easier with clearer recognition of the Voice. I don't usually sign on for adventure. I am chicken through and through. I have to pluck tail feathers so I can get my jeans on in the mornings. While God is clearly saying this is a newer, closer relationship, there is peace in knowing new things will be pointed out, directions given, and obedience to be given. That is a new twist on reacting to what He is saying.
So I have to end this here because I have to go find all my Armor of God and get everything on and adjusted just right -- so I can step out when my marching orders come. I think . . . well some of it may be a little dusty or tarnished so I gotta polish it up a bit and then I'll be ready. What? OK. Quit writing and go find it NOW.
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Friday, March 13, 2015
Tuesday, March 10, 2015
He's My Valentine All Year
49 years and counting! My hubby and I have gone up and down the slippery slopes of long marriages, enjoyed the view from the high points and endured through the low points. I can get mad at him; you cannot!
We met and wrote letters for a month, then dated for another two months and then married just before Christmas. Romantic? Yes, very! Would we recommend it? There are saner ways to begin a marriage. Was it passionate? You betcha! Are we glad we did it. Yes! Have we ever had second thoughts? Yes, but fortunately we have not both had those thoughts at the same time. One of us has always been actively pursuing the relationship even when the other was coasting.
I am an easy laugher (crier too). Dave not so much. He teases to distraction, I sometimes play jokes. We have laughed at the fact that while I am a romantic, he is the one who remembers birthdays, anniversaries, and valentines. We once heard a marriage homily which directed the partners to remember why they married each other not only on their anniversary but monthly on their anniversary date.
He was to bring home something nice -- not just roadside market flowers because he saw them, but something that he put time and thought in because he was glad he married her. It did not have to be expensive but it had to contain his gratefulness. She was to do something nice for him outside the routine of what a woman does to keep meals, clothing, and cleaning in order. It did not have to be extravagant, but it needed her time and attention and thought about why she was glad she married him.
On the 23rd of a given month, not our anniversary month, I arrived home from work and found a beautiful rose in my chair. I was delighted but asked why it was there. That happened 2 more months and I didn't catch on. At midnight on special days, it is often Dave who wakes to wish me Merry Christmas, Happy Birthday, or Happy Anniversary. When I get it right, it is grand.
I on the other hand will bring him wood violets in the spring. I will tell him about things I've seen. I will serve him by making sure something is within arms reach by his favorite chair, make his "puffy omelet", never give him underwear or socks for Christmas.
We are an odd pair with very little in common as far as books, movies, music, entertainment, etc. But we have our crazy-quilt life that when looked back on is pretty amazing. Sure there are worn spots, there are also some stitches missing (you know, one stitch short of a seam!). But there is a beautiful design. Someday when we are looking down from Heaven, we will see the entire quilt. Love you, Dave.
We met and wrote letters for a month, then dated for another two months and then married just before Christmas. Romantic? Yes, very! Would we recommend it? There are saner ways to begin a marriage. Was it passionate? You betcha! Are we glad we did it. Yes! Have we ever had second thoughts? Yes, but fortunately we have not both had those thoughts at the same time. One of us has always been actively pursuing the relationship even when the other was coasting.
I am an easy laugher (crier too). Dave not so much. He teases to distraction, I sometimes play jokes. We have laughed at the fact that while I am a romantic, he is the one who remembers birthdays, anniversaries, and valentines. We once heard a marriage homily which directed the partners to remember why they married each other not only on their anniversary but monthly on their anniversary date.
He was to bring home something nice -- not just roadside market flowers because he saw them, but something that he put time and thought in because he was glad he married her. It did not have to be expensive but it had to contain his gratefulness. She was to do something nice for him outside the routine of what a woman does to keep meals, clothing, and cleaning in order. It did not have to be extravagant, but it needed her time and attention and thought about why she was glad she married him.
On the 23rd of a given month, not our anniversary month, I arrived home from work and found a beautiful rose in my chair. I was delighted but asked why it was there. That happened 2 more months and I didn't catch on. At midnight on special days, it is often Dave who wakes to wish me Merry Christmas, Happy Birthday, or Happy Anniversary. When I get it right, it is grand.
I on the other hand will bring him wood violets in the spring. I will tell him about things I've seen. I will serve him by making sure something is within arms reach by his favorite chair, make his "puffy omelet", never give him underwear or socks for Christmas.
We are an odd pair with very little in common as far as books, movies, music, entertainment, etc. But we have our crazy-quilt life that when looked back on is pretty amazing. Sure there are worn spots, there are also some stitches missing (you know, one stitch short of a seam!). But there is a beautiful design. Someday when we are looking down from Heaven, we will see the entire quilt. Love you, Dave.
Winter Get-away Up North
Dave and I went away. No phones, e-mail, news, TV, Radio - nothin'! Naniboujou Lodge 17 miles from the Canadian Border. Judge Magney State Park and the Gunflint Trail are within stone throwing distance! Lake Superior is within falling-in distance.
We've been there just about all times of the year, but winter is kinda best. It's a long drive for us but others come from all over the US and Canada to spend a winter weekend there. Check in is Friday afternoon. Once you relieve the kinks from the long drive, you can wander about the place, sit in the solarium or nap in your own room. Dinner is at 6:30 pm and worth the wait!
We typically go for 3 days looking packed for 8 weeks or more. Once there, a peek in our suitcases shows few clothes but books, Soduko and Crossword puzzles, knitting, sketchbooks, writing materials, and in my case a lap top to capture my thoughts even though there is no wireless. Usually there are casual conversations with others around the enormous fireplace in the dining area.
We have pictures from a past year of 3 wolves trotting across the property near the solarium windows. We have never seen a moose. But we have seen eagles and a couple times a bear or two during the drive up. We don't do a great deal as far as hiking any more. Dave's back issues keep him from walking too far and my natural clumsiness keeps me from going anywhere too far from help. With no cell phone service, how would I let anyone know I had become wolf bait on the rocky shore?
This year, we were witness to a gorgeous Friday with temperatures nearing 40 degrees after a February of mainly below zero temperatures. The day was sunny and we were coatless! Saturday was not so sunny but just as warm. Sunday was partly sunny, very warm and we spent a night at Comfort Suites in Canal Park at Duluth.
Memorable this year, was the fact that our bed seemed higher than we remember from years past. Sleeping in a strange bed is always a challenge, but this year I found it difficult to just get into bed. Now this may not be a picture you want in your mind, but my attempts to retire meant I took sort of a senior Fosbury Flop onto the bed. Then before I could slide off onto the floor again, I went through a series of caterpillar/bouncing-ball moves to gain enough bed space to keep me there. Once in bed part of my nighttime prayer consisted of a request to not have to go to the bathroom. Unfortunately that was not answered. So around 3:00 AM I fell out of bed, made my trip to the bathroom and then repeated the odd acrobatic performance mentioned above. I got my night's sleep and my exercise all in one!
Also memorable was talking about the difference between writing and story telling. A woman asked at breakfast on Sunday how I could "tell a story out of my mouth" which is what our kids and granddaughters call it. I asked her if she would like me to tell her a story. She nodded and I did. The next morning at our breakfast in Duluth, one of the couples from the weekend (who also stayed in Duluth overnight) came up behind us and said, "If you tell me a story, I'll buy your breakfast." We laughed. Breakfast was free so that was no big offer.
We are back home and the warm weather came back home with us but Lake Superior as a view did not. Sigh.
We've been there just about all times of the year, but winter is kinda best. It's a long drive for us but others come from all over the US and Canada to spend a winter weekend there. Check in is Friday afternoon. Once you relieve the kinks from the long drive, you can wander about the place, sit in the solarium or nap in your own room. Dinner is at 6:30 pm and worth the wait!
We typically go for 3 days looking packed for 8 weeks or more. Once there, a peek in our suitcases shows few clothes but books, Soduko and Crossword puzzles, knitting, sketchbooks, writing materials, and in my case a lap top to capture my thoughts even though there is no wireless. Usually there are casual conversations with others around the enormous fireplace in the dining area.
We have pictures from a past year of 3 wolves trotting across the property near the solarium windows. We have never seen a moose. But we have seen eagles and a couple times a bear or two during the drive up. We don't do a great deal as far as hiking any more. Dave's back issues keep him from walking too far and my natural clumsiness keeps me from going anywhere too far from help. With no cell phone service, how would I let anyone know I had become wolf bait on the rocky shore?
This year, we were witness to a gorgeous Friday with temperatures nearing 40 degrees after a February of mainly below zero temperatures. The day was sunny and we were coatless! Saturday was not so sunny but just as warm. Sunday was partly sunny, very warm and we spent a night at Comfort Suites in Canal Park at Duluth.
Memorable this year, was the fact that our bed seemed higher than we remember from years past. Sleeping in a strange bed is always a challenge, but this year I found it difficult to just get into bed. Now this may not be a picture you want in your mind, but my attempts to retire meant I took sort of a senior Fosbury Flop onto the bed. Then before I could slide off onto the floor again, I went through a series of caterpillar/bouncing-ball moves to gain enough bed space to keep me there. Once in bed part of my nighttime prayer consisted of a request to not have to go to the bathroom. Unfortunately that was not answered. So around 3:00 AM I fell out of bed, made my trip to the bathroom and then repeated the odd acrobatic performance mentioned above. I got my night's sleep and my exercise all in one!
Also memorable was talking about the difference between writing and story telling. A woman asked at breakfast on Sunday how I could "tell a story out of my mouth" which is what our kids and granddaughters call it. I asked her if she would like me to tell her a story. She nodded and I did. The next morning at our breakfast in Duluth, one of the couples from the weekend (who also stayed in Duluth overnight) came up behind us and said, "If you tell me a story, I'll buy your breakfast." We laughed. Breakfast was free so that was no big offer.
We are back home and the warm weather came back home with us but Lake Superior as a view did not. Sigh.
Thursday, March 5, 2015
Winter has been odd this year. In Minnesota, known as the state that causes remarks: "How do you live in that kind of cold?", "Where do you put all that snow?", and "Only ONE person has ever walked on water!", has had little snow (that was busy falling all along the Eastern Seaboard), a lot of really cold and so many grey days in a row I even got tired of the low light of winter. Being a mole-person, my tastes for lighting runs to fall and winter. All spring and summer I hibernate in opposition to that bright stuff.
We have had bare grass patches all winter except for Thanksgiving which technically falls in the period known as "Autumn" winter not arriving until just before Christmas. The chirps of "The days are getting longer!" rival Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukah etc. Ooops, I side track myself!
While snow fell at a good rate in November, we came close to having a brown Christmas. Then the first of the year brought little snow to us and much to everyone else including people who never see it, don't know what it is, and barely can operate a vehicle in it. We have had a miserably cold February and then the long awaited and promised snow that was supposed to come on Tuesday . . . well, it didn't! It went north of us. We had enough to whiten, brighten, and sparkle the lawns with prognostication of soon melting! What's up with that?
This morning, my chosen mate for life, looked at me and said, "I am looking forward to warmer temps and sunny warmth." I was surprised to find myself agreeing. More like shocked, run to the mirror and check to see if it is really me, amazed! I laughed and told him I have sometimes on the first 50 degree day, bundled up really warm, taken a lawn chair to our front deck, and sat in the sun to read even though there were piles of snow still on the ground. This year may be a repeat of that performance and if so should be recorded for posterity. It only happens about once every 20 years or so.
Sun is ok in it's proper place which is not in my eyes, beating down on my unprotected head, nor streaming in my bedroom window before 8:00 am! I know I will not welcome the sun and warmth for long. The first 70 degree day will see me wandering around mumbling. Dave will point to our bedroom where there is a corner nice and dim with a recliner, small table, books and an afghan. Like a scolded puppy I will retreat there until the nerves are less agitated and I have had a chance to calm down after realizing that 70 degree weather is soon followed by 80's and 90's and sometimes 100's. That first 80 degree day sends me to the tree looking for fall colors in the leaves. They won't be there but I'll keep whining about it until the first 50 degree day with rain and clouds. While others are scurrying for cover, I will once again be the one playing outside, relishing the colors, smells, and chills of fall. Then the dance of snow will begin (not a pretty sight) and that will be followed by grousing over the days getting shorter. There is a cycle here.
We have had bare grass patches all winter except for Thanksgiving which technically falls in the period known as "Autumn" winter not arriving until just before Christmas. The chirps of "The days are getting longer!" rival Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukah etc. Ooops, I side track myself!
While snow fell at a good rate in November, we came close to having a brown Christmas. Then the first of the year brought little snow to us and much to everyone else including people who never see it, don't know what it is, and barely can operate a vehicle in it. We have had a miserably cold February and then the long awaited and promised snow that was supposed to come on Tuesday . . . well, it didn't! It went north of us. We had enough to whiten, brighten, and sparkle the lawns with prognostication of soon melting! What's up with that?
This morning, my chosen mate for life, looked at me and said, "I am looking forward to warmer temps and sunny warmth." I was surprised to find myself agreeing. More like shocked, run to the mirror and check to see if it is really me, amazed! I laughed and told him I have sometimes on the first 50 degree day, bundled up really warm, taken a lawn chair to our front deck, and sat in the sun to read even though there were piles of snow still on the ground. This year may be a repeat of that performance and if so should be recorded for posterity. It only happens about once every 20 years or so.
Sun is ok in it's proper place which is not in my eyes, beating down on my unprotected head, nor streaming in my bedroom window before 8:00 am! I know I will not welcome the sun and warmth for long. The first 70 degree day will see me wandering around mumbling. Dave will point to our bedroom where there is a corner nice and dim with a recliner, small table, books and an afghan. Like a scolded puppy I will retreat there until the nerves are less agitated and I have had a chance to calm down after realizing that 70 degree weather is soon followed by 80's and 90's and sometimes 100's. That first 80 degree day sends me to the tree looking for fall colors in the leaves. They won't be there but I'll keep whining about it until the first 50 degree day with rain and clouds. While others are scurrying for cover, I will once again be the one playing outside, relishing the colors, smells, and chills of fall. Then the dance of snow will begin (not a pretty sight) and that will be followed by grousing over the days getting shorter. There is a cycle here.
Wednesday, March 4, 2015
Family Is So Amazing
So, it has been a while - years, since I posted. I got a little puffed up about writing. I joined a writers group. Wonderful people, and seriously good writing. They were serious. I discovered I was not. As soon as I had to write to accomplish so much on a page by such and such a date, I lost interest. Life continued to happen and I thought I had spoiled my interest in writing.
Not so. I just needed to let God steer me into writing for His glory, for my pleasure, and your laughter.
I am thoroughly wrapped up in my family: one husband, two children with spouses, and two grandchildren. Both Dave and I went through a period of time where our birth families seemed not too interested in being close so we went our own way. While there were times we felt like orphans, there were also times when life went on like a slow stream with no rapids and all was OK.
Recently, we have made reconnection with Dave's sister and I have tried to be better about staying in touch with my sister. Then, one day, a phone message: Aunt Judy, Uncle Dave . . . and voila! reconnection with my sister's husband and children in New York.
Fast exchanges of Facebook (hereafter to be known only as FB) and we are learning who we are in a connection broken after the death of my sister. The old days may have been slower, but think of the treasures of round-robin letters where A wrote to B, B added his/her news and posted to C, C then added more and so it went until eventually it returned to A who started all over again. Even in my day and my day is 72-1/2 years and counting, letters were important. Words were important. Stringing words together to be fully understood in word, shading, and meaning in written and spoken form. We had the telephone and telegraph (old-days form of texting). Our telephone was tethered to the wall and we were tethered to a radius of maybe 100 miles since travel took time and money.
Now we send countless messages in FB something with a birdie icon, and phone. It is like an automatic weapon the way messages fly back and forth in short bursts of letters strung together as understandable as petroglyphs, cave paintings, and hieroglyphics. If you are not "in" you cannot decipher the message nor can you send an intelligible answer.
I've used many words here to prepare family: I'm baaaaaaaack! I will bombard you with real words, real thoughts, and if you can't answer in real words and real thoughts, I will not understand you! To those of you who will bother to read my words, know that I love you, I cherish all my memories of you, and I look forward to knowing you. I never stopped loving you -- I just somehow distanced myself without knowing you might miss me.
Not so. I just needed to let God steer me into writing for His glory, for my pleasure, and your laughter.
I am thoroughly wrapped up in my family: one husband, two children with spouses, and two grandchildren. Both Dave and I went through a period of time where our birth families seemed not too interested in being close so we went our own way. While there were times we felt like orphans, there were also times when life went on like a slow stream with no rapids and all was OK.
Recently, we have made reconnection with Dave's sister and I have tried to be better about staying in touch with my sister. Then, one day, a phone message: Aunt Judy, Uncle Dave . . . and voila! reconnection with my sister's husband and children in New York.
Fast exchanges of Facebook (hereafter to be known only as FB) and we are learning who we are in a connection broken after the death of my sister. The old days may have been slower, but think of the treasures of round-robin letters where A wrote to B, B added his/her news and posted to C, C then added more and so it went until eventually it returned to A who started all over again. Even in my day and my day is 72-1/2 years and counting, letters were important. Words were important. Stringing words together to be fully understood in word, shading, and meaning in written and spoken form. We had the telephone and telegraph (old-days form of texting). Our telephone was tethered to the wall and we were tethered to a radius of maybe 100 miles since travel took time and money.
Now we send countless messages in FB something with a birdie icon, and phone. It is like an automatic weapon the way messages fly back and forth in short bursts of letters strung together as understandable as petroglyphs, cave paintings, and hieroglyphics. If you are not "in" you cannot decipher the message nor can you send an intelligible answer.
I've used many words here to prepare family: I'm baaaaaaaack! I will bombard you with real words, real thoughts, and if you can't answer in real words and real thoughts, I will not understand you! To those of you who will bother to read my words, know that I love you, I cherish all my memories of you, and I look forward to knowing you. I never stopped loving you -- I just somehow distanced myself without knowing you might miss me.
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